November 1
Ever have that one person in your life that you just can’t give up on; the one person who can screw you over and over, time after time, yet you always seem to give them another chance? And no matter how many times you say this is the last one, you know that’s a lie because there’s always just one more chance waiting for them. The one person you know you’re better off without but yet you can’t find a way to let them go because deep down inside, you wouldn’t know what to do without them. The one person you know who doesn’t deserve you, but yet you choose to over look it because you love him.
- (via runawaytrain)
it ACTUALLY hit me that all couples are different. they may have the same problem, but it’s for DIFFERENT reasons.e
it was easy to love me, but you didn’t wanna try.
When you can’t stop smiling after you talk to him and you still get butterflies in your stomach and that huge smile across your face every time you see him that lets you know he’ll always be something to you.
(via taaawisssh)
I’m Not Going To Be
Someone who waits by the phone for you to call, if you wanted to talk to me you’d call, or vise versa.
Someone who needs a protector, just someone to stick up for me when needed.
Someone who needs to have things done for them, but someone who can be independent.
Someone who is going to cry myself to sleep because you’re not here, but will appreciate a shoulder to cry on.
Someone who can’t be happy because I’m not in a relationship, but someone who can make me happy when I’m in one.
Someone whose life surrounds finding a prince charming, but someone who understands that God will bring me a special someone when the time is right.
Someone who needs a fairy tale come true, but someone who can learn from mistakes, enjoy great times, and make my own version of a happily ever after.
October 31
If she’s amazing, she won’t be easy. If she’s easy, she wont be amazing. If she’s worth it, you won’t give up. If you give up, you’re not worthy.
(via jyalun)
“Love him even if he doesn’t love you. Cherish him even if he takes you for granted. Hug him even if he pushes you away. And leave when he least expects it. He’ll realize he needs you, he wants you, and that you were the only person who stuck around for him, and he can’t live without you.”
(via roslynjoy)
I’m so sick of the hook ups, the set- ups, the fuck-ups, the guy who only wants one thing, the guy who doesn’t know what he wants, the guy who does; but won’t admit it. I just want the real thing, and I want it to stick. I don’t want these doubts, these worries. I want a guy who won’t always be so unsure of me, of us. It’s like, They need time to decide. It’s as if their looking for something inperticular and later on they realize they were looking for you.
- (via ah-leeza)
I’ve ruined so many friendships with guys because I didn’t want to date them
Depressing, no?
There comes a point where you miss someone so much that you can hear their voice echo in your head. And you can hear the names that they used to call you, the words they used to tell you. You memorized their laugh, their smile, and their silly ways. You can also feel their arms around you and you don’t want to let go even though you know it’s just an illusion. Everytime your phone rings, you smile because it’s them that’s calling. Everytime you hear their name, your heart beats 100 times faster and sometimes, you can’t even breathe. You knew that looking back on the tears would make you laugh, but you never knew that looking back on the laughs would also make you cry. All you want is to go back in time, not to the time that you first met, but to the time that you were known as nothing, but strangers. But no matter what, you’re in denial. You hide your feelings so no one would know. You put on a fake smile and don’t let a single tear break through. You’re so used to hiding your feelings that you don’t even realize the pain you’re causing for yourself. Your thoughts become invisible. It’s still there, but no one knows. Like a love letter you didn’t show. And you’re hurting no one but yourself.
- (via runawaytrain) (via kayelovex)
After some time, I guess we just get sick of caring, and we’re too hurt to fight.
(via runawaytrain)
That gives me hope. He know he is too small for that basket. But he tries EVERYTIME we go to that park. & that’s the one that fell out the window, & still TRIED to walk with that cast on his leg. He just DOES NOT give up.
Sometimes, there are things in our life that aren’t meant to stay. Sometimes, change may not be what we want. Sometimes, change is exactly what we need. And sometimes, saying goodbye is the hardest thing you think you’ll ever have to do, but sometimes, saying hello again is the thing that breaks you down and makes you more vulnerable than you ever thought possible. Sometimes, change is too much to bear. But most of the time, change is the only thing saving your life.
- (via runawaytrain)
October 30
All a girl really wants is for one guy to prove to her that they are not all the same.
- Marilyn Monroe (via jyalun)
